Octo-Mom Nadya Suleman is defending her panicked call to 911 last October during which she repeatedly begged police to help her find her missing 5-year-old son, JJ.

In an exclusive interview with Breaking Celebrity News, Nadya told us she was hormonal at the time of the 911 call, explaining she was pregnant with the octuplets.

She also told us she had no idea she told the dispatcher, "I'm going to kill myself."