By Debbie Emery - Breaking Celebrity News Reporter

In what is now considered a creepy prophecy of his grisly fate, Travis Alexander wrote a blog about his fear of dating "an axe murderer" less than a month before he was violently killed, allegedly by sexy murder suspect Jodi Arias.

The 30-year-old motivational speaker and legal insurance salesman wrote a lengthy commentary on May 18, 2008, titled "Why I Want To Marry A Gold Digger," in which he shared his thoughts about the perils of being single and his desire to change his priorities to "date with marriage in mind."

"Desperately trying to find out if my date has an axe murderer penned up inside of her and knowing she is wondering the same thing about me. That's usually when I think myself into a panic and start acting weird in consequence to trying so hard to act normal," wrote Alexander, about his hunt of for Mrs. Right.

As Breaking Celebrity News previously reported, tragically Travis didn't get the chance to ever pop the question or walk down the aisle because on June 9, 2008, friends who were concerned because they had not heard from him for several days went to his Mesa, Arizona, home and found him dead inside his standup shower. He'd been shot, stabbed 27 times and his throat slit. Advanced decomposition suggested that he had been dead for several days, acc