Paula Deen’s world is peppered with jokes about black people, gays and Jews and filled with men who view pornography openly, she admits in a stunning 145-page deposition obtained exclusively by Breaking Celebrity News.

In the videotaped deposition Deen divulged that she has used the ‘n’ word, a story reported by Breaking Celebrity News on Wednesday. And her lawyers quickly issued a statement that the celebrity chef does not condone “or find the use of racial epithets acceptable.”

But a deeper look into Deen’s world shows troubling behavior by many close to her although throughout three hours of questioning during the May 17 deposition she insisted she cares only about what is in a person’s heart.

EXCLUSIVE DOCUMENT: Read Paula Deen’s Depostion

The deposition is part of a lawsuit filed against her by Li