Amanda Bynes' mom lost her bid to place the troubled actress in a temporary conservatorship last Friday. Some saw their move to take over her life as a life-saving maneuver, but for Amanda, according to a pal, it's a nightmare coming true.

Amanda's former BFF, model Ana Rivera, says Amanda deeply resents her "overprotective" parents for "telling her what to do and pushing her into acting, a career she never wanted."