Real Housewives of Beverly Hills star Brandi Glanville has come a long way since her husband’s affair made national headlines.

She said she still hasn’t completely healed from ex-hubby Eddie Cibrian cheating on her with LeAnn Rimes, and the outspoken reality star revealed she “did not hold it together” when she learned about his infidelity.

During her Podcast One show, Glanville fielded calls from fans – one of whom praised the single mom for “holding it together” after her very public divorce.

“Oh, honey, I did not hold it together,” Glanville told the caller.

“I think that you have to go through a dark time to come out of it. You have to mourn. I think time heals.”

Speaking about her two children with Cibrian, sons Jake and Mason Cibrian, Glanville revealed: “Those little men saved my life.”

Four and a half years after the betrayal, Glanville said she's dating but still has trust issues because of her ex’s infidelity.