UPDATE May 5: Love told the Seattle Times in a May 2 email she, not Cobain, wrote the note in question, and that she meant for it to be read in a sarcastic tone. The singer claimed she penned it in 1991, three years before her husband’s death.

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A shocking note discovered in Kurt Cobain’s wallet at the time of his death has been released twenty years after his drug-fueled suicide— and it’s sure to add fuel to the fire for theorists who believe the rocker’s wife, Courtney Love, was somehow connected to his tragic demise.