Tori Spelling Sobs On Her Way To Meet Cheating Hubby Dean McDermott To Talk About His Affair: 'I Miss Having My Best Friend … It Was Just Stripped From Me’

April 22 2014, Published 2:48 p.m. ET
Cameras were rolling as Tori Spelling drove to meet cheating husband Dean McDermott for the first time to talk about his affair, and Breaking Celebrity News has the clip.
Filmed just three weeks ago, Spelling, 40, is in tears while documenting her drive to the therapist where she will approach her philandering hubby about his relationship with Emily Goodhand, whom he slept with while he was in Toronto filming Chopped Canada.
"I don't know what I'm going to say to him today. I don't know what to expect, to be honest. I know it's gonna be hard, and at the same time I feel really excited to see him," Spelling says about McDermott, 47.
"And I feel like that's the wrong thing to say. I feel like it makes me sound weak. But it's been really hard and I miss him. I miss having my best friend."
Through her tears, Spelling reveals that everything she felt she had with McDermott was just taken from her.
"I miss having that support, that person that's your go-to in life. And that was just stripped from me. I had it for seven years and it was just gone one day," she says.
"And I go on, I go on every single day as best I can. I don't want to cry when I get there, because I don't want him…I want to be strong."
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