Charles Manson family killer Leslie Van Houten was granted parole after 46 years behind bars despite the desperate pleas of her victims' families, and Breaking Celebrity News has obtained the official transcript of her shocking testimony from the hearing.

Now 66 years old, Van Houten was 19 when she participated in the brutal Helter Skelter slayings of Rosemary and Leno LaBianca. She was sentenced to death by a jury in the 70s, but a law outlawing the death penalty gave her life in prison for the double murders.

Admitting that she used marijuana and LSD approximately 150 times, Van Houten said that she was under the influence of cult leader Manson at the time of the slaughter.

"I believe he had an agenda and the agenda was to strip those of us that were with him of our identities and personalities and become indoctrinated to what he wanted," she said, according to the documents obtained by Radar.

Despite living under his control, she said she "only had sex with him a few times" during the months they