VIDEO: Michelle Williams 'Can't Find A Meaning' In Heath Ledger's Death

Dec. 23 2010, Published 9:30 a.m. ET
Michelle Williams, appearing in her first network TV interview since ex Heath Ledger's January 2008 death, told Nightline Wednesday that she still "can't find a meaning" in the accidental prescription drug overdose that claimed the life of the brilliant star of The Dark Knight at just 28.
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Williams told Nightline that "in a strange way," she misses the year following her ex's death, "because all those possibilities that existed then are gone.”
The 30-year-old Blue Valentine star, whose 5-year-old daughter Matilda was born during her 3-year relationship with the late actor, said that a book she read during the year that followed Ledger’s death, Joan Didion's The Year of Magical Thinking, made it feasible to her that Ledger "could walk through a door or could appear behind a bush.
“It was a