I loved watching the show with my beautiful wife and son  (Noah)  and we have been doing nothing except changing dirty diapers.

OK, so let me start off by saying, this is when it really starts to hit home as a contestant on this show, about how real this process is and what could happen. At this point in the process, you aren't living in a huge house with all the other contestants anymore. You're alone in a small condo thinking about every possible thing that could happen, and thinking about your hometown date, and how you want it to go, and if you will be getting engaged in another two weeks.

Then, when you get to leave your condo and travel to your hometown, you don't get to stay at your house -- you have to stay in a hotel up the road from your house. It's a very weird feeling being in a hotel in your hometown. That's why when each contestant sees their family at the home of their door, everyone seems so