By Jen Heger - Breaking Celebrity News Legal Editor

Taylor Armstrong experienced a roller coaster of emotions watching the season premiere of The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills on Monday night, Breaking Celebrity News is exclusively reporting. Taylor is still reeling from the suicide of her estranged husband, Russell Armstrong's suicide several weeks ago.

Taylor had already been given a viewing copy of the re-edited version of the premiere by Bravo executives several days ago. "Taylor watched the entire episode several days ago. She was very moved by the heartfelt comments that each of the Housewives made regarding Russell's suicide. There were a lot of tears shed as she watched the episode," a source close to Taylor tells us.